Lesson 5: Sometimes happiness is not knowing the whole story.

—Hector & The Search for Happiness

January’s been full of deceit & manipulation, never in my life have I felt more…used and cheated.
Heart feels really heavy and plastic-y. Do people find it fun to lie in my fuckin’ face? If you wanna lie, at least lie better, and lie all the way? So I won’t have to find out??

Cannot wait for F-fucking-YP to finish, and for my life / travel / business plans to finally resume / begin.

When they come knocking on your heart’s door
Choose the one who loves you more, oh
And when you’ve found something to die for
(it can make you face all your fears)
They’ll be knocking on your heart’s door

The smell of freedom—stronger and stronger every day!
(lovin’ my Pulau Ubin pictures!)

Oh the good ol’ days—can’t wait for March 2!!!

We all make mistakes, we do
I learnt from you

2012: Priorities

In no order of importance,

1. Start / Complete Project 01 /02 /03
2. Finally finish up with my room in Jakarta
3. Travel plans (Europe / Bali / etc)
4. Driving license
5. Registered company
6* Plan out sister’s wedding!
7. Cut down (better yet, quit!) on unhealthy substances
8. To not be afraid of / to love
9. Laugh more
10. Be happy / positive in whatever I do, and have fun

*I am extremely excited about my sister’s wedding! Even though I’m probably going to be overwhelmed with responsibilities and things to do because… I will be the maid-of-honour!! After broken hearts and LDRs, I feel extremely happy and at ease, that my beloved sister finally found her happiness :’) (makes me kinda hopeful)

Here’s to a great year ahead!